I just went to my BabyCenter page and deleted Abigail. It sounds worse writing that than it did pushing the button... and pushing the button felt horrible. I just don't want the emails that will come about her development, but it's sad to remove her from my family list.
I'm heading up to give the kids a bath, I wish that I was bring the Moses basket with me. That Abby was going to be propped up in the bathroom while I juggled my duties (which aren't "my" duties, they are "our" duties and Trever is currently doing them alone).
I wish I hadn't slept the last two nights, because continued sleep deprived nights would have been magical moments with Abby.