March 16th, 2012
Sometimes my chest gets so tight I can barely breath. It was so much easier to be detached yesterday. God this is such a strange experience.
I don't know what happened yesterday but I liked your text...I thought it was positive and inspiring. There is no question you have much ahead of you and I can make no judgments or comments as to "what I would do." You and Trevor are wonderful, smart, loving, and great parents...that has not changed...all I can say is take it one day at a time, listen to yourself and breath!
Also, I just want to tell you...I had a great time with you and Beth on our quick trip. Thank you so much for including me and opening up with something so personal. I think you are wonderful and know that whatever may come is something you will handle with the humor and grace already within.
If you need to chat or need a distraction the girls and I are always happy to visit!
Take care of yourself....
Just know that I an constantly praying for you and Trever and that little baby! Love you. KT
Wish I could be there to...not sure what, but be there:) love you DR