I'm awake this morning and feeling so close to normal. Yay!!! Maybe time with friends really is the best medicine.
Heading up to see my husband for his work function tonight. I feel closer to him than anyone in the world, my heart is aching a bit at the excitement to have his arms around me. This was our first time being apart since we started this path, it's been okay but now that I know we'll be together for a few hours I'm "feeling" the distance.
I remember this same feeling the first time I left my baby boy. I just drove down the road a few miles to pick Trever up from somewhere. It was the first time there had been physical distance between Nathan and me (if I was taught correctly then I just said that properly, it's not Nathan and I, right???) and I could tangibly feel the tug at my heart. What a strange sensation.
So I'm going to clean myself up... head out of town and make a day of it. Even if this feeling of almost normal doesn't last it was nice to catch a glimpse of it.